NEED TONS MORE HEALING

Today I had a breakdown and a breakthrough
if you read my twin flame journal you will see what it's about but
I've done everything I needed to do on the journey to self which is let go detach and manifest without expectation. but I'm still getting triggered. which means I still need some very focused and dedicated healing

This was easier when we were in separation and I felt that he could always be over there feeling what I'm feeling but as he comes closer and gets sucked back into his family life which I know is gonna be a pull for a bit but whatever

SO I am creating a Six Month Happiness and Healing  Plan That will focus on

Healing
Learning
Self Care
Recreation and Hobbies
Mission

This will be an Intense six-month program of dedication to self  after the six months There will be a reconfiguring or a reimplementation of a new 6-month plan

This plan will start from March 17th to September 17th


Focus Points

Healing :

Daily Routine: Morning Twin Flame Prayer, Bhuuda Chant, I am Affirmations and Evening Twin Flame Prayer and Energy Clearing & Solfeggio & Lucid Dream for Sleeping

Weekly Routines

Sunday: DAILY ROUTINE ONLY / PERSONAL PROJECTS
Monday - Union Healing Alignment
Tuesday- OPTIONAL MEDITATION
Wednesday-OPTIONAL MEDITATION
Thursday- OPTIONAL MEDITATION
Friday- Oneness Activation
Saturday-DAILY ROUTINE ONLY / PERSONAL PROJECTS

Update Weekly Meditations On Sunday for the next week

Learning:
In  Six months I am going to dedicate my self to Learning Forex Trading Using The program that I purchased. An hour 4 days a week will be given to this learning  Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Saturday at the end of this six months I would have 96 hours Logged in
Learning Tarot Readings and Meanings

SelfCare -
Practicing Pescatarianism Monday thru Friday and Eating Regular Meats on weekends
Working out Sunday Thru Saturday 1 hrs morning 1 hrs evening
Wearing ankle weights daily
Using Breathing Machine and Humidifier daily
Making My Bed every day
Brushing Teeth 3 times a day (morning, after work, evening )
Buying Organifi products


Recreation
Movie night Mondays
music making
tarot reading practice


Mission:
Tarot Card Readings once a week
Twin Flame Videos Once a week