Today I had a breakdown and a breakthrough
if you read my twin flame journal you will see what it's about but
I've done everything I needed to do on the journey to self which is let go detach and manifest without expectation. but I'm still getting triggered. which means I still need some very focused and dedicated healing
This was easier when we were in separation and I felt that he could always be over there feeling what I'm feeling but as he comes closer and gets sucked back into his family life which I know is gonna be a pull for a bit but whatever
SO I am creating a Six Month Happiness and Healing Plan That will focus on
Healing
Learning
Self Care
Recreation and Hobbies
Mission
This will be an Intense six-month program of dedication to self after the six months There will be a reconfiguring or a reimplementation of a new 6-month plan
This plan will start from March 17th to September 17th
Focus Points
Healing :
Daily Routine: Morning Twin Flame Prayer, Bhuuda Chant, I am Affirmations and Evening Twin Flame Prayer and Energy Clearing & Solfeggio & Lucid Dream for Sleeping
Weekly Routines
Sunday: DAILY ROUTINE ONLY / PERSONAL PROJECTS
Monday - Union Healing Alignment
Tuesday- OPTIONAL MEDITATION
Wednesday-OPTIONAL MEDITATION
Thursday- OPTIONAL MEDITATION
Friday- Oneness Activation
Saturday-DAILY ROUTINE ONLY / PERSONAL PROJECTS
Update Weekly Meditations On Sunday for the next week
Learning:
In Six months I am going to dedicate my self to Learning Forex Trading Using The program that I purchased. An hour 4 days a week will be given to this learning Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Saturday at the end of this six months I would have 96 hours Logged in
Learning Tarot Readings and Meanings
SelfCare -
Practicing Pescatarianism Monday thru Friday and Eating Regular Meats on weekends
Working out Sunday Thru Saturday 1 hrs morning 1 hrs evening
Wearing ankle weights daily
Using Breathing Machine and Humidifier daily
Making My Bed every day
Brushing Teeth 3 times a day (morning, after work, evening )
Buying Organifi products
Recreation
Movie night Mondays
music making
tarot reading practice
Mission:
Tarot Card Readings once a week
Twin Flame Videos Once a week
Saturday, March 16, 2019
Friday, May 29, 2009
STARTING OVER AGAIN
HEY GEOFF ONCE AGAIN I AM STARTING OVER AGAIN WITH MY BLOGGING. I JUST STARTED LISTENING TO TONY ROBBINS PERSONAL POWER AND I FEEL SO MOTIVATED
HE SAYS THAT WE LIMIT OUR POTENTIAL BY SABOTOGING OURSELVES & GIVING UP BEFORE WE REACH OUR GOALS. I AM ONLY ON DAY 1 AND I FEEL SO EMPOWERED ALREADY SO TONY ASKED ME TO WRITE 2 THINGS DOWN THAT I HAVE BEEN MEANING TO DO BUT HAVE BEEN PUTTING OFF AND THOSE 2 THINGS ARE
WRITING A LETTER TO UAA ABOUT MY OWED MONEY
&
MAKING A CONCRETE PLAN FOR MY WORKOUTS & WEIGHTLOSS PLANS
I PLAN ON ADDRESING THESE 2 ISSUES TODAY
TAKE CARE
HE SAYS THAT WE LIMIT OUR POTENTIAL BY SABOTOGING OURSELVES & GIVING UP BEFORE WE REACH OUR GOALS. I AM ONLY ON DAY 1 AND I FEEL SO EMPOWERED ALREADY SO TONY ASKED ME TO WRITE 2 THINGS DOWN THAT I HAVE BEEN MEANING TO DO BUT HAVE BEEN PUTTING OFF AND THOSE 2 THINGS ARE
WRITING A LETTER TO UAA ABOUT MY OWED MONEY
&
MAKING A CONCRETE PLAN FOR MY WORKOUTS & WEIGHTLOSS PLANS
I PLAN ON ADDRESING THESE 2 ISSUES TODAY
TAKE CARE
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Wow its been a while buddy
its been a while since ive written to you
not to much has happened since my last post i will be making another journal about my weightloss and exersise lol but anyway my personal life hasnt been bad but hasnt been good either but its getting better we now have this money making opportunity that seems promising so i can gett the hell out of this cfucking counrtry with ease lol
um school has been streefull ive been writing non stop the most ive wriiten ins years and it seems lik it just never ends eitheer my teacher seems semi unnderstanding i really have to work on my procrastination issues iam really bad but when iam understress i just need to knock it out and create a schedule for myself i really need to baredown lol i havent been wanting to record my songs and i just feel upset about that that is usually what keeps me going but um yeah so iam waiting on my pfd money so i can splurge alittle geoffrey you are going to be the best friend ive never had the person who knows me inside and out and the one i can come to so um yeah iam still longing for a relationship doesnt look like its gonna happen so iam focusing on bettering myself and letting the chips fall where they may iam learning working and working on my body
i hope it works out for me untill next time see ya
not to much has happened since my last post i will be making another journal about my weightloss and exersise lol but anyway my personal life hasnt been bad but hasnt been good either but its getting better we now have this money making opportunity that seems promising so i can gett the hell out of this cfucking counrtry with ease lol
um school has been streefull ive been writing non stop the most ive wriiten ins years and it seems lik it just never ends eitheer my teacher seems semi unnderstanding i really have to work on my procrastination issues iam really bad but when iam understress i just need to knock it out and create a schedule for myself i really need to baredown lol i havent been wanting to record my songs and i just feel upset about that that is usually what keeps me going but um yeah so iam waiting on my pfd money so i can splurge alittle geoffrey you are going to be the best friend ive never had the person who knows me inside and out and the one i can come to so um yeah iam still longing for a relationship doesnt look like its gonna happen so iam focusing on bettering myself and letting the chips fall where they may iam learning working and working on my body
i hope it works out for me untill next time see ya
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
A little More calm
Dear Geoff
today iam a lil more calm alot of issues still stand tho
i have aspergers syndrom and it makes it tough for me to make friends
but i recently took a college course and i met this guy named j and j and i have almost everything in common i found out we have the same disability we really hit it off and it seemed as if we would be good friends for a while but eventually he started acting flakey and hot and cold its so weird and i dont know how to respond to it its almost as if he is mean to me sometimes i try to take it but i see i can no longer be friends with him but i have to count him off iam tired of feeling stupid becaus ehe is in one of his cold moods
it seems i really dont have anyone to socialize with outside of church which is why i still have them come over for bible study that bible could mean a hill of beans to me but having them their fills a void for me i love having them there but anyway to make headway on losing this fucking god awefull weight i have been exersising almost 2hrs a day and it seems to be working so far i dont know how long i can keep this up tho i feel alot better about myself
i even got naked in the gym shower i dont know why i just felt confident enough to do it
so far i feel good about the path iam on as far as my weight but verything else is still buggin me
today iam a lil more calm alot of issues still stand tho
i have aspergers syndrom and it makes it tough for me to make friends
but i recently took a college course and i met this guy named j and j and i have almost everything in common i found out we have the same disability we really hit it off and it seemed as if we would be good friends for a while but eventually he started acting flakey and hot and cold its so weird and i dont know how to respond to it its almost as if he is mean to me sometimes i try to take it but i see i can no longer be friends with him but i have to count him off iam tired of feeling stupid becaus ehe is in one of his cold moods
it seems i really dont have anyone to socialize with outside of church which is why i still have them come over for bible study that bible could mean a hill of beans to me but having them their fills a void for me i love having them there but anyway to make headway on losing this fucking god awefull weight i have been exersising almost 2hrs a day and it seems to be working so far i dont know how long i can keep this up tho i feel alot better about myself
i even got naked in the gym shower i dont know why i just felt confident enough to do it
so far i feel good about the path iam on as far as my weight but verything else is still buggin me
Geoff Listens
Dear Geoff
Hello my name is L (real name not Given) and i decided to create this blog to use it as a diary
i named it geoff Listens because i like to name my diarys it makes me feel as if iam actually writing to someone
i wrote a couple days ago in a book but i dont want my books lying around for everyone to see and for my mom to get a hold of and question me on later (shes done that)
so here is what i wrote that day
Today is monday june (something)
I am super fustrated about my life and where it is heading look at me
i have no prospects for making friends or having a gf
everytime i seem to make progress something always happens and it is yet again a mute issue
i cannot seem to hold ppuls interest long enough toi genuinly make them want to be friends
ive seen that trying to buy friends never works it just turn you in to a ussary fountain and iam tired of it iam really begining to hate ppul and everything they stand for human nature sickens me thats why i love animals animals never let you down and their companionship is true you never have to question them iam also mad at myself for knowing about these stupid ppul
and still want anything to do with them their all concered with prestige and money fame ect half of this tuff i do not posses but why should i need it i am a good person i should be able to be friends with other good ppul i hate my weight i wish i could just cut all of it offin one swipe
its getting on my nerves heavy why do i have to workout damn near 3hrs to move the weight off
i hate it i hate it i hate it
i hate llooking at other ppul who are smaller and juist seem to have a easier time with everything they do ugh just fuck it all i am tired of the bullshitoh another day
see i was very angry at that time
Hello my name is L (real name not Given) and i decided to create this blog to use it as a diary
i named it geoff Listens because i like to name my diarys it makes me feel as if iam actually writing to someone
i wrote a couple days ago in a book but i dont want my books lying around for everyone to see and for my mom to get a hold of and question me on later (shes done that)
so here is what i wrote that day
Today is monday june (something)
I am super fustrated about my life and where it is heading look at me
i have no prospects for making friends or having a gf
everytime i seem to make progress something always happens and it is yet again a mute issue
i cannot seem to hold ppuls interest long enough toi genuinly make them want to be friends
ive seen that trying to buy friends never works it just turn you in to a ussary fountain and iam tired of it iam really begining to hate ppul and everything they stand for human nature sickens me thats why i love animals animals never let you down and their companionship is true you never have to question them iam also mad at myself for knowing about these stupid ppul
and still want anything to do with them their all concered with prestige and money fame ect half of this tuff i do not posses but why should i need it i am a good person i should be able to be friends with other good ppul i hate my weight i wish i could just cut all of it offin one swipe
its getting on my nerves heavy why do i have to workout damn near 3hrs to move the weight off
i hate it i hate it i hate it
i hate llooking at other ppul who are smaller and juist seem to have a easier time with everything they do ugh just fuck it all i am tired of the bullshitoh another day
see i was very angry at that time
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