Geoff Listens

Dear Geoff

Hello my name is L (real name not Given) and i decided to create this blog to use it as a diary
i named it geoff Listens because i like to name my diarys it makes me feel as if iam actually writing to someone

i wrote a couple days ago in a book but i dont want my books lying around for everyone to see and for my mom to get a hold of and question me on later (shes done that)
so here is what i wrote that day

Today is monday june (something)
I am super fustrated about my life and where it is heading look at me
i have no prospects for making friends or having a gf
everytime i seem to make progress something always happens and it is yet again a mute issue
i cannot seem to hold ppuls interest long enough toi genuinly make them want to be friends
ive seen that trying to buy friends never works it just turn you in to a ussary fountain and iam tired of it iam really begining to hate ppul and everything they stand for human nature sickens me thats why i love animals animals never let you down and their companionship is true you never have to question them iam also mad at myself for knowing about these stupid ppul
and still want anything to do with them their all concered with prestige and money fame ect half of this tuff i do not posses but why should i need it i am a good person i should be able to be friends with other good ppul i hate my weight i wish i could just cut all of it offin one swipe
its getting on my nerves heavy why do i have to workout damn near 3hrs to move the weight off
i hate it i hate it i hate it
i hate llooking at other ppul who are smaller and juist seem to have a easier time with everything they do ugh just fuck it all i am tired of the bullshitoh another day


see i was very angry at that time