Dear Geoff
today iam a lil more calm alot of issues still stand tho
i have aspergers syndrom and it makes it tough for me to make friends
but i recently took a college course and i met this guy named j and j and i have almost everything in common i found out we have the same disability we really hit it off and it seemed as if we would be good friends for a while but eventually he started acting flakey and hot and cold its so weird and i dont know how to respond to it its almost as if he is mean to me sometimes i try to take it but i see i can no longer be friends with him but i have to count him off iam tired of feeling stupid becaus ehe is in one of his cold moods
it seems i really dont have anyone to socialize with outside of church which is why i still have them come over for bible study that bible could mean a hill of beans to me but having them their fills a void for me i love having them there but anyway to make headway on losing this fucking god awefull weight i have been exersising almost 2hrs a day and it seems to be working so far i dont know how long i can keep this up tho i feel alot better about myself
i even got naked in the gym shower i dont know why i just felt confident enough to do it
so far i feel good about the path iam on as far as my weight but verything else is still buggin me
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